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2005-05-22T02:41:00.000+08:00

Wow.... I can hardly imagine... its my 1st posting since july 2004... and now what...its nearly halfway into 2005... hmmm a year has passed... and Im almost done with my liabilities to Singapore soon..Worries about my future.. worries about my studies(if there is), worries about row.., worries about my family, worries about myself, guilty about some past, irritated about alot of stuff.I have lots

2004-04-07T16:29:00.000+08:00

His Love.... For our joy.. He cried.. For our acceptance..He was rejected For our peace..He suffered For our life..He died Not that He needs to...but He wants to... All for His Love for us. --------------------------------------------------------------------- Thank God for the many good movies that been showing on cinemas around the island this month... From the fomous 'The Passion' to 'The

2004-04-01T19:18:00.000+08:00

Fatal Family Resemblances My Grandpa John lost his hair -- not all of it, but enough to expose a sizeable portion of the top of his head. Then there was my dad, faithfully following in his father's footsteps. He was bald in most of the same spots that his dad was. Hello third generation! My forehead seems to be growing. Now behind me are two sons with great hair - for now. But the other day in

2004-03-13T00:53:00.000+08:00

Free Behind the Fence A village was situated on a hilltop. Surrounding it was a fence, which covered a fairly large perimeter. The fence had only one gate through which the villagers moved in and out. It kept the citizens in and kept strangers out. Houses had no doors because people trusted one another. The fence also kept children from falling off sharp cliffs. Little ones were free to play in

2004-03-02T23:23:00.000+08:00

Just Don’t Fit? We’ve all been there at some point. Like a pair of jeans that have been in the dryer too long, we just don’t fit anymore. Maybe we feel this way with old buddies from school or the neighborhood. Our conversation is different, our ideas, our logic, our values. Maybe we dress differently, or listen to different music. It can be frustrating. But what if it’s with your siblings or

2004-02-29T01:10:00.000+08:00

Really tired.... dunnoe why Im still online now... its freaking 1am~! well it sounds not too late...but for me...Im real dead tired.. Had a long day...yet eventful day. My mum though cautious yet has no objection of me & Ro...really glad.. ....................................................

2004-02-25T21:38:00.000+08:00

Phew...Finally done wif my OPS... really stressing on me... so mentally tired now. But all thankz to God..His grace is everlasting and so sweet. Thank God for the people around me.. Kinda miss my good old frens.. Elisha etc.. Sabrina.. Lixing.. been long since I was in contact wif them.. haiz.. Hopefully I can go net grp this friday..been a long time since..

2004-02-21T01:39:00.000+08:00

Passing Out Parade...~! Finally... Im done with my Military Police training Course~! 1stly... All Glory to god for giving such a good posting which I kinda really slack in? 2ndly thank you guys whom have been praying for me now and then for watever reasons I requested..and not to forget Ro whom I spent my boring nights in camp talking to.. :) The Passing out Parade though just lasted less than

2004-02-08T20:09:00.000+08:00

Song from God.. As I climb up the 5 tonner... getting ready to go back to tekong for my field camp. Such terrible feeling... this is the thing I hate about NS.. going to outfield...doing some rubbish. But as the tonner moves off and I sat in the front.. God put a song in my heart, ' You are the God, that heal me...' As the song repeats itself in my mind and heart.. floods of tears just came

2004-02-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

Long Week~! Due to my guard duty on sunday morning.. I have to wait till today then can I update my blog.. This has been a long week wif ups and downs... got tekang by my Sgt during the week which resulted in really really tired arms. Went for the Edge on Sat... dunnoe why, unlike last time.. I kinda love going to services.. just as long I can spent time wif God's people and I will love it.

2004-01-25T19:00:00.000+08:00

Last Day.... Today marks the last of the holiday season and the much dreaded return to camp later in the nite. But Thank God for this Sunday which turns out much better than expected. Morning, Pastor Han was quite amusing in his "chinese" sermon. And I took 2 pics wif the net...ohh ya..Celine..remember to send mi the pic or print for mi ok? keke.. my net grp quite cute.. all ladies and all

2004-01-23T23:59:00.000+08:00

Rain Rain Rain... As it rains on & sitting on the railing by my house, enjoying the cold wind and splattering sound of the raindrops. I really thank God for making who Iam.. yeah..I's disappointed with life at times.. but God has always been there. Just like the rain, quenching the thirst of the dry land at appropriate time and the wind providing a cooling effect for exhausted men. God may not

2004-01-23T12:58:00.000+08:00

Disappointment..... What else can I say? I used to enjoy every Chinese New Year..the noises, laughter...but this year....really sux. 2nd day of chinese new year and Im at home? thats really really rare. Never before had I stayed home for Chinese New Year on Day2. Hope New year goes by faster....really sick of it le. Everyone looks happy...and I have to try to be happy too. 'pui'! Went for

2004-01-22T20:19:00.000+08:00

ArgHh..... Someone wake me up from this terrible dream please..pinch me, hit me, slap me..anything just get me out of this dream. Ushered into the 1st day of CNY with practically nothing worthy of a good new year's day. I always get reprimanded when I do things wrong or should I say supposely did something wrong and yet they dun realise they themselves are full of bad habits and atitudes? One

2004-01-22T01:17:00.000+08:00

GonG Xi GonG Xi.... "Cai Shen Dao!! Cai Shen Dao"(Prosperity god arrives) "Cai Shen dao wo de jia men kou"(He arrives at our doorstep) This was sang loud and happily by my platoon this morning. The festive mood is there, they all know they are booking out soon. As I watch and listen to them run and sing,(I'm excuse due to my pain as mentioned) Back at home, while reflecting on the day's

2004-01-21T17:50:00.000+08:00

PraYer WorKz....~! Praise God... He answers prayers. Initially I was one of the few scheduled to do guard duty for the chinese new year period AND... WORSE still, CNY day 2~! but all praise to God, not only did i escape duty on Cny day 2 but... I wasn't even scheduled for any other days thruout the whole week of holidays~! WOW.... this is the power of prayers.. and its especially true when

2004-01-18T15:03:00.000+08:00

God.. give me directions..tell me whether I should give it a try again. God.. give me courage.. let me have the strength to forgive those whom hurt me willingly. God.. Be my all in all. For You, I give my all~..

2004-01-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

A HeALinG GOD... What a God we have on our side, just when we are feeling down... He comes and brings joy and peace into our heart. My whole week has been bad...but it was a good thing I came down for the Edge service today. The whole sermon was like made for me. Thank god for it~! During worship, I wasn't really concentrating yet somehow "cast your burden on me" kept ringing in my mind. The

2004-01-17T14:45:00.000+08:00

ScRuBBiNG uP....~~ Dave Wells grew up on a farm and fondly remember a large pile of stinking, rotten grass fastering on the ground, which one day proved more temptation than him and his brothers could handle. They fought in the stuff for a good half hour, covered from head to foot in the most feral stuff you've ever smelled. His parents were used to boys getting dirty and doing draft things but

2004-01-15T20:02:00.000+08:00

A NeW BeginninG.. Faith is the reality of things hoped for and the Certainty of things unseen. 'Hebrews 11:1' Im reviving my bloggy... well after a long absence from the blog scene, time for mi to step back in. These few months in army have been very eventful for mi. True enough, BMT was a culture shock to me and till now I still cant agree with National serving in Singapore. Oh well.. the

2003-09-30T00:16:00.000+08:00

One Last blog... Oh well.. guess this will be my last blog.. another 31 hours to my enlistment... shuckz. Well spent my evening wif Elisha watching 'The Italian Job' Nice movie wif one of my fav cars.. the mini coppers! Nice day out though i wish tat i could spent my last few days wif more frens.. but alas, they are either overseas or not free. Kinda disappointing erh? Oh well at least i get to

2003-09-28T01:10:00.000+08:00

Time Flies.... Another 3 days plus i will be going darn NS~! arghhhhh... physically im still in my low rite now... mentally.. even worse~! aiyo... really dread going in, my freedom my everything. haiz...

2003-09-22T21:19:00.000+08:00

sick.... hasnt been feeling too good since sat...think i ate too much.. haiz.. feeling so tired. Next Tues nite will be my last posting here.. no use having a blog page when im not gonna do anything to it for much of my 2.5 yrs in stupid NS. hmmm... last friday afternoon went turf city to collect a cake for my mum.. but what really angered me was a darn auntie..who knocked into me without

2003-09-19T12:16:00.000+08:00

Cooking Time~ Heehee... so excited, today gonna try my hand at cooking some of the things i learnt from the guide during my trip. Im gonna try out the salad and later gonna buy some sausages and meat to cook...or should i say bbq? heehee... hmm shd i cook more for the net grp? or shd i eat for myself 1st? so excited.. can't wait to go cold storage to buy the things later... hopefully i can

2003-09-17T00:35:00.000+08:00

YaWnz.. spent my whole day at home lazing ard..slept for much of the day.. really sleepy today :( Spend some time in the evening toking to my sis abt the possibility of moving overseas.. haha.. im quite bent on it actually.. my dad oso considering.. must try to talk to them about it someday..try to convince them its better oversea~! Today seem so slow.. so tiring and warm~! Tomorrow gonna go sch

2003-09-16T01:28:00.000+08:00

I must be really free to write 2 blogs in a day... well wat to do? hmm wat am i doing online at this time? Hmmm again..checking up on university info and chatting with my dear da jie~! haa.. well nothing much for me to do. been listening to Delta Goodrem's songs for some time liao... hmm really like them..well.. im introducing her songs to alot of people.. but dunnoe whether they will appreciate

2003-09-15T20:11:00.000+08:00

Monday~! Well woke up at ard 930am 10 am today.. hmmm felt kinda lost waking up in Singapore.. and boy..its so warm. Well, after a small breakfast i went to visit my cousin wif my mum.. hmm tats basically how i spend my day today. B4 returning home i went to collect my photos and i was so sad... alot of photos can't be develop... haiz.. really strike my heart. Hopefully i can get to meet up with

2003-09-14T19:42:00.000+08:00

SundaY`... Well today morning.. woke up early for service which i tot was at tanjong pagar..but to my disappointment.. its changed.~! well.. kinda feel stupid for waking up early and coming to wrong place anddidnt know where to know. Well wat to do? I then decided to take a bus to Elim for its service, shd be able to reach there afew mins late i think.. at least i know Elim doesnt change its

2003-09-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Painful Return~ Touched down on the land of S'pore just at 10pm..haiz.. cant help feeling worthless in S'pore. Worst still... Army to come soon.. Real sad to leave Australia. Well.. hopefully i can continue on what i cant after my army. Touched down at 10pm and i went to T2 to see off Sabrina..welll nothing much..so many ppl there to sent her off.. oso nothing to say to her. haa. just can onli

2003-09-11T20:44:00.000+08:00

Hiaz.. well just barely 4 hours plus separated from the grp and im starting to miss them..haha.. abit stupid ain't i? well... on the train to aunt's place earlier...which took mi nearly 2 hours.. i started to miss the 'sexy' swiss french Slyibi.Shes so cute when she starts complaining. Then of coz who can forget the red hair irish ger~! Elaine~ One cool easy lady~! So many of them..but.. hmmm...

2003-09-11T13:26:00.000+08:00

My Good 3 days. My backpack tour just ended last evening when we arrive back in the city... its so nice.. going to places where no other people gets to go. Really glad i didnt join any stupid tour grps. And of coz the people.. like i said.. wonderful~! All of the people wrote memos for mi in a book. and i got most of their contacts... will be planning to visit them after NS liaoz.. esp the

2003-09-09T19:00:00.000+08:00

ThE OUTBaCKS... wow>>>im now in the middle of nowhere< 2nd day into my bagpack tour in aussie with a grp of really really cool europeans~! NOW i really regret spending a week in melbourne city when i could have spend the time n money on more bagpack tours> in my GRP of 10 ppl including myself, im the one n onli asian>im surrounded by germans,swiss,english blokes n lass.its HEAPS nice. And i have

2003-09-05T11:40:00.000+08:00

You are self-orientated. Some would call youselfish, but often self-orientated people arethe easiest to get along with. As long as whatmakes you happy also makes others happy youhave nothing to worry about then. However itmay be very difficult for you to form deeprelationships if you do not let yourself gethurt sometimes. How is your life orientated? brought to you by Quizilla -hmmmm , reading

2003-09-03T21:33:00.000+08:00

Cheated~! Ohh my...went to the city today...intended to go to the museum but reached city quite late so didnt do it..instead i went walking ard again..enjoying the culture and the diff shopping arcades. Went by several candy making shops and it was interesting looking at the process of candy making.. went by some tarot cards and witchcraft shops.. hmmm something unseen of in Spore. but the main

2003-09-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

Phillips Island.... Woke up quite early today as i had to rush downtown for my tour to phillips island.. though i have been there years ago.. i think this vist shd be more fruitful. Well i was almost late.. cant find the plaza till i call up and asked. along my way...'behold...'mekong noodles at swanston st... hmmm, i wonder why u guys wld recommend it... goodness me.. u guys shd try the noodles

2003-09-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

City View.. Woke up ard 8am today..intended to take the train to ciity at ard 9am...but guess i was too tired from the medcines..so went out at onli 12 plus.took the train...really nice view...but as the train nears the city.i can see alot of graffiti on the housings walls.some are really nice..but a waste of talents really.. hmm...walking ard the city was really nice.saw alot of diff people..

2003-08-31T23:34:00.000+08:00

Sightings... Yesterday was a tiring day..went to the city ard 11pm..had a 1 hour plus car ride to the city,oh well..not too bad.. not much diff from Singapore.Got back to aunt's place at ard 6am? this morning went to visit my mum's fren from vfc whos in melbourne for missions...wow another 2 hours travel..hate it.its another cold day today..cause mi some headache. on my way back to aunt's place

2003-08-30T14:33:00.000+08:00

..... CoLd??? if yesterday was cold...today was worse...i was running in the rain today and gosh.. the rain is like ice..so pain falling on my face. kaoz...all my cousin's fault..run run run. Thank God i didnt freeze up? went to have my lunchie at springvale again.. and this time i had a rice dish called broken rice..quite nice.. on my way back to my aunt's place..went by huge lains..hmm nice...

2003-08-29T13:46:00.000+08:00

fREaKy! Its real Freaking ColD~! arghhh... regret not bringing enough socks... feels sux now.. my body is not cold but my darn feet are.~! now im stuck in with my pricky cousin, WINSTON~! Heya im winston Cj cunsin all i have to say is that Cj is a gay so would any of u people reading this send him a email.... ermm tat was comments exclusively from my dear fat cousin... welll will be looking

2003-08-28T01:29:00.000+08:00

I'm Back~! Ermmm or should i say im going off? well this is my 1st blog after soo long... ermm today's blog is just to inform my frens that im going to Australia liao.. Yipee... THURS~! keke... evening flight.. so will most prob sleep my way till australia. Will be visiting VFC melbourne, though kinda force by my mum to do so coz her fren is there... well, guess i will just have to pay a visit.

2003-08-07T00:21:00.000+08:00

Hoilday~! Im currently planning a trip to australia to visit my relatives there...whooopi.. hope my parents agrees to it. hee.. just buy plan tickets..and all accomodation covered over there..haha.. :) Sabrina will be leaving Singapore for London soon next month.. so sad.. gona lose a good buddy who can really chat wif me.. 'sob' well hopefully we will still be able to be good buddies even when

2003-08-04T22:32:00.000+08:00

I'm Back~! After a week of non-blogging.. im back.. ermm abit lazy to log online thee few days thus no chance to write in my blog.. On Sunday evening i went shopping and catching up wif my sch fren.. had a nice time chatting and joking.. bought a pair of shoes at a bargain price of $29 onli..heehee..so proud of myself. Was happily talking to my fren after buying the shoes walking on our way to

2003-07-27T23:41:00.000+08:00

ThE eNd & BeGinNIng Of a nEw eRa..... Yesterday was Joshua's last day in our net.. sad hor? But all the best to Joshua..may God bring him to greater heights in the Singles :) Celine played beri well yesterday in Net. May God bless her with beautiful songs to play for all of us ~! Yesterday went for Clement's 21st Birthday,so nice of him to invite anyone in Elim to go his house to makan. Had a

2003-07-22T23:27:00.000+08:00

Yawnz...im really bored. Wat am i doing at home everyday man.. haiz.. still cant get ajob..haiz.. how i wish i can go to KL for the Asia soccer games now.. my fav team Newcastle Utd is there~! arrhggg... how i wish i can see them 'live'. Well anyway, i have been looking up on universities information these few days.. been looking into those in UK and USA but im more interested in those

2003-07-21T13:11:00.000+08:00

Nissi - Adonai Was reading through the guestbook and found one posting from 'lin' on what Nissiadonai my blog add means? well 'lin' mind telling mi who u are 1st? :) okok.. i shd explain Adonai 1st, Adonai is one of the many names thats used to describe our Mighty God.The Lord wants to say comething special to u and me,all of us through the name Adonai. Knowing God as Adonai will help us in

2003-07-20T23:51:00.000+08:00

Army Daze... Went for Elim 5pm today..hmm got to know that Clement from Elim oso going army soon..worse still also ahead of me..haiz.. now i really hate my enlistment date~! real sux. Well Elisha will be going in this weds,im sure he will adapt very nicely in it. :) I will be going for my interview tomorrow hopefully i can get the hope..so i wldnt be wasting my time at home but my keyboard

2003-07-20T00:24:00.000+08:00

I'm Back....~ Oh my... went for 'FastForward' but think it shd be called 'SlowPace' Everything seems so slow on this day... worse still the games.. oh my again.. haiz.. not worth mentioning..but there are some funny moments of coz n got to see alot of faces keke.. but overall.. a 3.8 out of 10 ratin for this day? Would have prefered ball games on the beach rather than some of the games played..

2003-07-16T14:30:00.000+08:00

InsTruCtions To my dear frens ..esp Celine.. who cant seem to scroll down my blog.. i deeply regret why u cant..but if ur mouse happens to have a mouse scroll...use it and 101% can see liaoz.. anyother things just tell mi ok~

2003-07-16T02:39:00.000+08:00

YawnZ... Just noticed that i havent update my postings for a couple of days. hmmm abit lazy to do so. Saw celine's postings abt Clare and i must say something to celine... 'God will bless ya for ur patience' heehee.. This week is mission conference and no Edge.. but there will be the 'Fastforward' thing on sat..haiz.. not really keen on going leh..how? hmm i will think of something somehow..

2003-07-13T01:26:00.000+08:00

SATURDAY 9am wake up... took some time to practise my piano.. went early to Joshua's place to try play.. but alas.. i can't do it.. hmm must ask CY teach mi more methods in playing.. but to be frank.. i'm not good at piano.. sighz.. God give mi this little talent can? :) keke.. had a nice n rather short net lesson.. though i dread the long lite grp lessons in Elim.. i do wish to have a slighty

2003-07-12T01:38:00.000+08:00

Was reading through Joyce's blog earlier and saw her comment on my previous topic.. not sure whether shes saying im naggy or wat...keke. Hope i didnt bore anyone reading it yesterday.. give mi some comments ok? Went back to SP for the 'Sight seeing' Tour today.. well.. SP changed so much.. alot of new facilities.. and alot of new irritating imposes. Didnt really had a good time back in SP..coz

2003-07-11T01:21:00.000+08:00

The TEN fingers..... Have you all ever wondered why we have fingers of different lengths ? well.. i didnt really took much notice till Sis Wendy from Elim spoke to me in the afternoon abt God creating different lengths for our fingers just like he gave us different talents. We are all equal in God's eyes but when it comes to talents, God gives us individually different talents. Everynow n then i

2003-07-10T16:52:00.000+08:00

hmmm woke up at 10plus today... got nagged at by my mum for not looking for a job.haiz.. not that i dun wanna look for job..its that i cant find any suitable ones.. :( not much mood to write alot today.. feeling abit moody..sianz.. hope playing some games cheers mi up.

2003-07-09T12:42:00.000+08:00

FareWell... I will be trying to format my comp today..sobsob..hope i dun lose too much of my things in the comp. had a longlong day yesterday..went bowling wif Jen,Joshua n Shijie.. played real badly for the 1st 2 games... aiyoh.. so disappointing..but Joshua was like on Fire 'Strike' here 'strike' there.... he managed to obtain a personal best.. 136? keke.. Shijie was good too..beri consistent..

2003-07-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

A tribute to all my Elim frens.. Hey guys.. i really enjoy the times we had in Elim. Esp wif Angie.. whos been a good sister to me :) and of coz all the bros n sis in Elim. ohoh.. and Bro Kelly who taught mi so much..

2003-07-07T18:31:00.000+08:00

haiz... im having problem using MSN6...can any clever ones out there helpz mi?after i downloaded it n install it just closes off the program by itself...so irritating.. now that most ppl using msn6 n im using msn5 onli... sadz. Today not a good day for mi.. tried practise my piano oso didnt do well.. haiz.. i really must concentrate .... Help mi Lord.

2003-07-07T16:59:00.000+08:00

told shijie from R1 abt blogs.. and guess he must be laughing at.. gosh.. Shijie join in the fun mah..just write for fun onli.. keke.. dun laugh..

2003-07-07T16:11:00.000+08:00

A brand new day... well suppose to be going bowling today..but due to unforseen cicumstances.. haha. CANCEL.. well another boring day for mi.. oh God .. help mi get a job? im still in mist of studying how to edit the templates... do spare mi some time... sob sob... well today's youth day..but i felt so old.. so tired.. haiz. Hope tml will be more energertic... and btw.. GTA Vice City's a nice

2003-07-06T00:07:00.000+08:00

Finally a place to reveal my thoughts and happenings of my life to all my frens~. You guys maybe wondering why 'Reflector' as headline... well simply because im boarding over this in my life for the past few days... well i hope i am really thinking over this for the past few days.. heehee.. ermm im just thinking.. am i leading a good example of wat our best friend, Jesus wants me to? Or am i